HAPPY 50TH INDEPENDANCE DAY, MALAYSIA!!!!

i swear, i dnt know much about Malaysian History. everything i learned in my form 1 history has all been forgotten.

but i know that the First Prime Minister of Malaysia is the one Malaysian should be grateful for. without him, we will still be colonised by the British government. sadly, i dont know his name. the current Prime Minister of Malaysia is the 5th Prime Minister. soo i shud be able to remember the first. sigh ill research later.

ok i feel like blogging. since no one's chatting to me at the moment.

i woke up earlier than usual. 10:11 am.. ( yeah not so early tho)

as soon as i woke up, went to the kitchen, took the bread and my Philadelphia Stawberry Cheese Spread!!! omg that cheese spread is delicious! u should try the Philadelphia Cheesecake Spread.

ate two slices of bread. then i ate kolok mee. my mum made it for their bfast. and there was some left over and i ate like a few coz i was soo full.

then my mum told me that she wants to go to Aspire, in Sports City. she wanted to sign up for aerobics. Sports City is like... just opposite my house. u just have to go thru another traffic light and voila! ure there! =D omggg we were like sorta clueless on where we were going. coz that place is so huge! and and! they have Latino Combo Dance Class for girls!! i feel like joiining. but my schedule's too busy.

finally, we arrived in the Aspire Dome, where u know national teams practice their own sport. and thats where the gym is. took the form and off we go..then we went to Hyatt pLaza. i bought nothing. coz my mum was buying groceries.

came back, i cleaned my room. see im independent. u knwo why i wanna clean it? coz if my mum cleans it, and she'll go like... do spot checks. u know like.. if she sees my belt in the drawer, she'll go like.. why is this hear? its supposed to be hanging in ur closet! or like... my hairdryer. i always leave it on the table, and if she sees that its not on the hook, she'll ask me to do it. and like if see my rubbish bin, she'll ask me to clean it up and get a new plastic bag. grrr.

so i might as well clean my own room. and! i do my own laundry =D i wash my clothes every 4 days. lol. collect loads of clothes in the laundry basket then go downstairs put in the washing machine, then in the dryer. then mum folds the clothes, then i put it in MY OWN CLOSET. i dnt want her to put my clothes in my closet, coz otherwise she'll comment it for being messy. so what! i cant help being messy, im too lazy. i just pull whatever shirt i wanna wear, i dnt lift em up if the shirt is like wayyy beloww. all i do is pull it =D dont worry, my room is neat. i must always keep it neat to avoid future lecture.

last night, i watched 200 pounds of beauty. really nice story. bawen's in love with the leading actress. shes ok loooking la, but her acting not so gd. still its a nice story. love the storyline.

u know, i cant wait to go to sch. im soo bored at home and all i do is eat. so unhealthy.

Lannie likes to read my blog! =D

omg!!!!!! i drank a GLASS of milk!!!!!!! for the first time without closing my eyes and holding my nose.

i HATE the taste of milk.

however, the Almarai milk tastes good!! unfortunately, Full Cream milk was the one i started with. not good.

my parents were comparing my height with my sis's height. shes gonan be taller than me soon!! now we're at the same height! im 15 and shes 12?!

im gonna make it a habit. i have to finish a bottle of Milk in 3 days. i think its less than 1 litre. HOPEFULLY, ill grow taller by next year. PLS.

i sound so desperate. but really!! i wanna be tall!!!! dnt wanna be short and FAT.

anyway, i was looking at my summer pictures. lol there was this pic, where lannie,mag,samuel,me,bawen and zach.

we were like " come lets pose like we're mighty! like a hero pose!"

and omg it turned out to be like.. this Bar Band. u know like those guys and 2 girls who sings for the hotel pub??? those pub singers i call it. hahaha i swear!!!! it was soo funnyy! i laughed myself.

i dnt wanna post the pic here. its embarassing enough to have samuel post it up in Friendster. thank god he aint got much contacts in it. otherwise... (6) im gonna make a scene!

my sch needs to have Spanish courses.im hoping they have a spanish teacher coming up to do spanish class!! i dont mind taking that for GCSE!!! ill change it straight away. AM I ALLOWED? hahahaha. no seriously. its coool!

lannie and samuel are taking Spanish. dammit. so mit, no more secret language for us eh? we gotta learn korean next. thats gonna be our next secret language. hahahaha

i miss them all. did u know, i keep sending Lannie and Magdeline testimonials in friendster? abt random stuff. i miss them alot!!! i dont do it to bawen, coz we chat EVERYDAY almost EVERY HOUR coz his sch starts this saturday. and plus bawen calls me a papua new guinean in friendster. :( OMG he made a racist remark towards me! I SHALL TELL HIM. he called me RACHIS coz he said i was being racist!!! watch out.

and now, lannie reads my blog!!!!! =D he is soo coool. he vowed to me and mag that hes not gonna act like a kid anymore. and we can get mad at him all we want! (h) RIGHT LANNIE? =)

ppl must think im in love with u or smt. LANNIE HERE LANNIE THERE. hahahahahaha i bet ure reading it NOW.

go this off Jason's blog. check it out http://roxxor2388.blogspot.com

1. Your ex and you
are good friends.

2. I am listening to
Sean Kingston - Your Sister

3. Maybe I should
wake up, and GET REAL.

4. I love
it when he smiles.

5. Chocolate is
a pain in the throat.

6. I dont understand
why good things come to an end so quickly.

7. I have lost my respect for
Joel Madden. *heart broken*

8. I last ate
french fries. omg thats an alliteration! din realise that!

9. The meaning of my display name is
btw, i dnt get this ques. lol *blush*

10. God
is good ALL the TIME.

11. Girlfriend
correction. girl-friends are my gossip partners! my main advisor when it comes to boys and FASHION! i love u guys to bits

12. I will always remember
everything i did during the summer of 2007. everything.

13. Love is
like the wind, u cant see it but u can feel it

14. I never ever want to
fail in my upcoming GCSEs

.15. My Friendster
is weird. thats what i made a new one.

16. Tomorrow
i willl drag mum to the tailor to reduce the length of my school pants.

17. I get annoyed
when someone thinks their cute and makes cute faces in front of everyone.

18. Parties
are coool! especially during the summer. i love 'em!

20. Simple kisses
hehehe. theyre alright.

21. Today I
talked to lannie on voice chat for almost 8 hours.

22. I wish
i could take all those words back. i guess i was so desperate to be left alone.

23. Is your hair wet?
na ah

.24. Is your cell phone right by you?
*nods*

25. Do you miss someone?
YESSSSSSS YES YES YES!

26. Are you tired?
yes, im tired of all this shit ive been going thru

27. Are you mad?
sort of. mad at myself. dissapointed. frustrated. u name it.

28. Recently done anything you regret?
yes.

29. Ever stuck gum under a desk
never. gum isnt allowed in any of the sch i attended.

30. Ever kicked someone?
yeap!!!

RANDOM-Q:
Is there a person who is on your mind right now?
YES.
Q: Do you have any siblings? Yeapppp i do
Q: Do you want children?Dont think so
.Q: Do you smile often? I suppose so. =)
Q: Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?I take em off. cant be bothered to bend and untie. too much hassle lol.
Q: Do you like your handwriting?i havent been writing since 28th of june 2007
Q: Are your toenails painted??nope.
Q: Are you a friendly person?yup
Q: What color shirt are you wearing?green tshirt
Q: What were you doing at 2pm yesterday?helping mum doing satay!
Q: I cant wait to/for:school!

If ure bored, u can just copy this. i dnt mind! =D so Tag Ya'll!

im a mess! i just cant believe how boring it can get here. what have i been doing the whole day?
talking to lannie over MSN --> voice chat!

hes bored, im bored. = WE'RE BOTH BORED.
we kept talking and talking.
lol. tlak about his problem, i talk about mine. we try to help each other. unfortunately, our problems are quite similar. EXCEPT MINE'S WORSE. way worse.i dnt mean to sound like an emo, but id rather DIE than having to face this fckin problems, which actually was all my fault.

i hate having this CRUSH CRISIS. stupid stupid stupid.

btw, i screwed up - ONCE AGAIN.

it was hard for me to tell, but i just had to. i swear, im gonna go crazy thinking of that again.

i shudnt have done that. i really shudnt have done that. i was this close < >! yeah and then i messed it up.

is it selfish to tell someone that he/she needs to get on with his/her life, because its impossible for a LDRelationship?? is it selfish for the person to tell him/her to move on because he/she doesnt wana be a burden?

TELL ME IS IT SELFISH?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

should i take back my words over EVERYTHING i said to him?! i feel sooooo much like a fuckin goddamn loser. someone help me.

SCHOOL. I NEED U. PRONTO. hah. now i sound more like a loser. i need a LIFE. now!

im in the mood for blogging!

everytime i hear the song Bartender by T Pain, it makes me wanna dance. like.. i start tapping my feet. not tape. but tap. lol. just incase. coz i found difficulty spelling tapping. HAHA

listening to Bartender reminded me of my last day in Miri. dont ask. it was fun stuff which i cant be bothered to tell. if u wanna know, u can ask (A)

i went to the gym justnow. and omg.finally i met the guy i saw since 2 days ago...he passes my house after 7pm. in gym outfit.

and yesterday, i went to the gym tooo.. and this man aged about 45 or smt.. was like..... running at the treadmill for 1 hour non stop. his speed was over 15, and he burnt 800 calories in an hour! how amazing is that?!

ok. im not in blogging mood anymore.

magdeline if ure reading my blog, LETS GO TO GREECE!

tomorrow is Wednesday.

what am i going to do?

normal routine : wake up. lunch.chat.homeworks.korean dramas.gym.

that is soo boring.

just posting this atm. im just so sleepy.

Aja Aja Fighting!