HAPPY 50TH INDEPENDANCE DAY, MALAYSIA!!!!

i swear, i dnt know much about Malaysian History. everything i learned in my form 1 history has all been forgotten.

but i know that the First Prime Minister of Malaysia is the one Malaysian should be grateful for. without him, we will still be colonised by the British government. sadly, i dont know his name. the current Prime Minister of Malaysia is the 5th Prime Minister. soo i shud be able to remember the first. sigh ill research later.

ok i feel like blogging. since no one's chatting to me at the moment.

i woke up earlier than usual. 10:11 am.. ( yeah not so early tho)

as soon as i woke up, went to the kitchen, took the bread and my Philadelphia Stawberry Cheese Spread!!! omg that cheese spread is delicious! u should try the Philadelphia Cheesecake Spread.

ate two slices of bread. then i ate kolok mee. my mum made it for their bfast. and there was some left over and i ate like a few coz i was soo full.

then my mum told me that she wants to go to Aspire, in Sports City. she wanted to sign up for aerobics. Sports City is like... just opposite my house. u just have to go thru another traffic light and voila! ure there! =D omggg we were like sorta clueless on where we were going. coz that place is so huge! and and! they have Latino Combo Dance Class for girls!! i feel like joiining. but my schedule's too busy.

finally, we arrived in the Aspire Dome, where u know national teams practice their own sport. and thats where the gym is. took the form and off we go..then we went to Hyatt pLaza. i bought nothing. coz my mum was buying groceries.

came back, i cleaned my room. see im independent. u knwo why i wanna clean it? coz if my mum cleans it, and she'll go like... do spot checks. u know like.. if she sees my belt in the drawer, she'll go like.. why is this hear? its supposed to be hanging in ur closet! or like... my hairdryer. i always leave it on the table, and if she sees that its not on the hook, she'll ask me to do it. and like if see my rubbish bin, she'll ask me to clean it up and get a new plastic bag. grrr.

so i might as well clean my own room. and! i do my own laundry =D i wash my clothes every 4 days. lol. collect loads of clothes in the laundry basket then go downstairs put in the washing machine, then in the dryer. then mum folds the clothes, then i put it in MY OWN CLOSET. i dnt want her to put my clothes in my closet, coz otherwise she'll comment it for being messy. so what! i cant help being messy, im too lazy. i just pull whatever shirt i wanna wear, i dnt lift em up if the shirt is like wayyy beloww. all i do is pull it =D dont worry, my room is neat. i must always keep it neat to avoid future lecture.

last night, i watched 200 pounds of beauty. really nice story. bawen's in love with the leading actress. shes ok loooking la, but her acting not so gd. still its a nice story. love the storyline.

u know, i cant wait to go to sch. im soo bored at home and all i do is eat. so unhealthy.

Lannie likes to read my blog! =D

omg!!!!!! i drank a GLASS of milk!!!!!!! for the first time without closing my eyes and holding my nose.

i HATE the taste of milk.

however, the Almarai milk tastes good!! unfortunately, Full Cream milk was the one i started with. not good.

my parents were comparing my height with my sis's height. shes gonan be taller than me soon!! now we're at the same height! im 15 and shes 12?!

im gonna make it a habit. i have to finish a bottle of Milk in 3 days. i think its less than 1 litre. HOPEFULLY, ill grow taller by next year. PLS.

i sound so desperate. but really!! i wanna be tall!!!! dnt wanna be short and FAT.

anyway, i was looking at my summer pictures. lol there was this pic, where lannie,mag,samuel,me,bawen and zach.

we were like " come lets pose like we're mighty! like a hero pose!"

and omg it turned out to be like.. this Bar Band. u know like those guys and 2 girls who sings for the hotel pub??? those pub singers i call it. hahaha i swear!!!! it was soo funnyy! i laughed myself.

i dnt wanna post the pic here. its embarassing enough to have samuel post it up in Friendster. thank god he aint got much contacts in it. otherwise... (6) im gonna make a scene!

my sch needs to have Spanish courses.im hoping they have a spanish teacher coming up to do spanish class!! i dont mind taking that for GCSE!!! ill change it straight away. AM I ALLOWED? hahahaha. no seriously. its coool!

lannie and samuel are taking Spanish. dammit. so mit, no more secret language for us eh? we gotta learn korean next. thats gonna be our next secret language. hahahaha

i miss them all. did u know, i keep sending Lannie and Magdeline testimonials in friendster? abt random stuff. i miss them alot!!! i dont do it to bawen, coz we chat EVERYDAY almost EVERY HOUR coz his sch starts this saturday. and plus bawen calls me a papua new guinean in friendster. :( OMG he made a racist remark towards me! I SHALL TELL HIM. he called me RACHIS coz he said i was being racist!!! watch out.

and now, lannie reads my blog!!!!! =D he is soo coool. he vowed to me and mag that hes not gonna act like a kid anymore. and we can get mad at him all we want! (h) RIGHT LANNIE? =)

ppl must think im in love with u or smt. LANNIE HERE LANNIE THERE. hahahahahaha i bet ure reading it NOW.

go this off Jason's blog. check it out http://roxxor2388.blogspot.com

1. Your ex and you
are good friends.

2. I am listening to
Sean Kingston - Your Sister

3. Maybe I should
wake up, and GET REAL.

4. I love
it when he smiles.

5. Chocolate is
a pain in the throat.

6. I dont understand
why good things come to an end so quickly.

7. I have lost my respect for
Joel Madden. *heart broken*

8. I last ate
french fries. omg thats an alliteration! din realise that!

9. The meaning of my display name is
btw, i dnt get this ques. lol *blush*

10. God
is good ALL the TIME.

11. Girlfriend
correction. girl-friends are my gossip partners! my main advisor when it comes to boys and FASHION! i love u guys to bits

12. I will always remember
everything i did during the summer of 2007. everything.

13. Love is
like the wind, u cant see it but u can feel it

14. I never ever want to
fail in my upcoming GCSEs

.15. My Friendster
is weird. thats what i made a new one.

16. Tomorrow
i willl drag mum to the tailor to reduce the length of my school pants.

17. I get annoyed
when someone thinks their cute and makes cute faces in front of everyone.

18. Parties
are coool! especially during the summer. i love 'em!

20. Simple kisses
hehehe. theyre alright.

21. Today I
talked to lannie on voice chat for almost 8 hours.

22. I wish
i could take all those words back. i guess i was so desperate to be left alone.

23. Is your hair wet?
na ah

.24. Is your cell phone right by you?
*nods*

25. Do you miss someone?
YESSSSSSS YES YES YES!

26. Are you tired?
yes, im tired of all this shit ive been going thru

27. Are you mad?
sort of. mad at myself. dissapointed. frustrated. u name it.

28. Recently done anything you regret?
yes.

29. Ever stuck gum under a desk
never. gum isnt allowed in any of the sch i attended.

30. Ever kicked someone?
yeap!!!

RANDOM-Q:
Is there a person who is on your mind right now?
YES.
Q: Do you have any siblings? Yeapppp i do
Q: Do you want children?Dont think so
.Q: Do you smile often? I suppose so. =)
Q: Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?I take em off. cant be bothered to bend and untie. too much hassle lol.
Q: Do you like your handwriting?i havent been writing since 28th of june 2007
Q: Are your toenails painted??nope.
Q: Are you a friendly person?yup
Q: What color shirt are you wearing?green tshirt
Q: What were you doing at 2pm yesterday?helping mum doing satay!
Q: I cant wait to/for:school!

If ure bored, u can just copy this. i dnt mind! =D so Tag Ya'll!

im a mess! i just cant believe how boring it can get here. what have i been doing the whole day?
talking to lannie over MSN --> voice chat!

hes bored, im bored. = WE'RE BOTH BORED.
we kept talking and talking.
lol. tlak about his problem, i talk about mine. we try to help each other. unfortunately, our problems are quite similar. EXCEPT MINE'S WORSE. way worse.i dnt mean to sound like an emo, but id rather DIE than having to face this fckin problems, which actually was all my fault.

i hate having this CRUSH CRISIS. stupid stupid stupid.

btw, i screwed up - ONCE AGAIN.

it was hard for me to tell, but i just had to. i swear, im gonna go crazy thinking of that again.

i shudnt have done that. i really shudnt have done that. i was this close < >! yeah and then i messed it up.

is it selfish to tell someone that he/she needs to get on with his/her life, because its impossible for a LDRelationship?? is it selfish for the person to tell him/her to move on because he/she doesnt wana be a burden?

TELL ME IS IT SELFISH?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

should i take back my words over EVERYTHING i said to him?! i feel sooooo much like a fuckin goddamn loser. someone help me.

SCHOOL. I NEED U. PRONTO. hah. now i sound more like a loser. i need a LIFE. now!

im in the mood for blogging!

everytime i hear the song Bartender by T Pain, it makes me wanna dance. like.. i start tapping my feet. not tape. but tap. lol. just incase. coz i found difficulty spelling tapping. HAHA

listening to Bartender reminded me of my last day in Miri. dont ask. it was fun stuff which i cant be bothered to tell. if u wanna know, u can ask (A)

i went to the gym justnow. and omg.finally i met the guy i saw since 2 days ago...he passes my house after 7pm. in gym outfit.

and yesterday, i went to the gym tooo.. and this man aged about 45 or smt.. was like..... running at the treadmill for 1 hour non stop. his speed was over 15, and he burnt 800 calories in an hour! how amazing is that?!

ok. im not in blogging mood anymore.

magdeline if ure reading my blog, LETS GO TO GREECE!

tomorrow is Wednesday.

what am i going to do?

normal routine : wake up. lunch.chat.homeworks.korean dramas.gym.

that is soo boring.

just posting this atm. im just so sleepy.

Aja Aja Fighting!

this is way past my bed time.

I CANNOT SLEEP!

its just, too much on my mind. LIKE LOADS.

my thoughts:

hows it gonna be in 5 years time? - trust me, i think alot about the future
am i gonna be alive then? - wtf right but i question abt my life
what abt them?am i gonna meet them? - whos them? my friends la
am i gonna wait forever? - wait for what/who? lol. him.
whos he gonna be with?
hows it like to be with him?
what am i gonna do when i meet him?




WHY IS IT THAT ALL MY QUESTIONS ARE ABOUT HIM?! OMG AM I TURNIN FREAKISHLY EMO ABOUT THIS??????????? RACHEL REALITY CHECK. FCKING WAKE UP! HELLO?! URE NOT IN MIRI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO ITS IMPOSSIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I GUESS I MISS THAT PLACE ALOT. IM TURNING PSYCHO.

WHAT AM I GOING TO DO WITH THIS?! SCHOOOOOL! I NEED TO BE BUSY. AND I KNOW IM GONNA DIE WAKING UP FCKIN EARLY TO SCH. SUCH BIG SACRIFICES. GAWSH. SCREW ALL THIS.

hes like, the ONE.

well, if I know what "the ONE" means. i probably dont.

but yea he is.

sounds stupid eh? what to do.

so if he comes, is he the one?

LOL

recently, i was "suffering" from this dry skin thingy. well like my eyelids were like soo dry, so dry that you could see the dry skin peelin off.

i was like.. "What?! Im gonna go to school in 2 weeks time and im having this dry skin arnd my eyelids? No way!"

i tried everything. i washed my face frequently, so that my face's moist all the time. (ok right, whatever), i applied Hazeline Moisturizing Cream. that helped, but still i could see the dry skin peeling off.

and then i realised, Marisa, my sister, keeps Vaseline with her at all times! coz whenever she has allergy reaction, she takes out her Vaseline and applies it. she dosnt like using those complicated creams the doctors give her, or the ones my parents buy from the pharmarcy.

well, i asked her lastnight,

Me: Look at my eyelids, theyre so dry.. what shud i put? Can i borrow your creamm?
Marisa: rachel rachel, u can use this! *hands out the Vaseline*
Me: OK THANKS MARISA

omg. no more dry skin today! I LOVE VASELINE!!!! and like reallllyyy its normal now!!!! omg.. why is my post about Vaseline.

anyways,Vaseline rules. no wonder Tyra Banks applies vaseline on her face everytime before she goes to bed. ima follow her. hahaha

Rihanna -Push Up On Me.

marvellous song!!

i bet Magdeline's and her crew are in the plane now, for KL. hahaha, shes closer to coming home now!

i was watching the video that Samuel made about our Summer this year. dammnn funny... if u wanna watch it, ask me for the link online.

ive been thinking, after my gcse, which prob will end 2nd week of June or smt? hopefully though.

so if my exams finish early, i wanna board on the plane to Malaysia! early summer for me, while the rest of the family joins me later.

im starting to miss my aunts, grandma, grandpa,cousins, and my uncle.

If ure asking me which part of my summer holiday is the best, its the bit where i get to meet my friends!

worse bit was, that my camera got stolen in Kuching INTERNATIONAL Airport. sigh. something's fishy going on there.

ima go, beatrice's chatting to me.

OMG. I didnt know that a certain post of mine is like on Google!
i never knew it would appear on it since the post's written ages ago

im here to apologise abt what i wrote, and that i was young back then, i misunderstood what i have been told.

im sorry for offending any of u.

i am speechless now, as i am still shocked. sorry.

i never knew shopping would be so tiring. and FRUSTRATING.
i went to One Utama yesterday. its like this huge shopping mall, wayy bigger than KLCC.
and what did i buy?

3 tops from Padini
1 handbag from Girls -for Marisa

i was in One Utama since 2pm. and ALL I GOT WAS 3 TOPS?!

seriously man. thank god neena bought stuffs too. a roxy wallet, a top from Momoe or smt, 3 pairs of socks from Soxworld.

i went to Romp, so i tried this top.. and u know, neena told me that the salesdood was like walking back and forth in front of the fitting room where i was. OMG such a perv and when i opened the door to show neena, he was like standing RIGHT in front of the door. GRRR.

oh oh! we went to Secret Recipe and ate cheesecake. DELICIOUS. anyway, we saw this dude with his girl-friend. i think she has a crush on him or smt, she just keeps smiling everytime he talks. WOW HE HAS GORGEOUS EYES! and wide smile!

funny thing was, he hates cheesecake. he was giving this weird look everytime he takes a bite. me and neena were observing him.. yeah stalkers, we are.

aunty lyn is coming tonight! weeheee.. i shall go shopping with her tomoz. OMG tomoz is my last day in KL! i have to be at the airport by 9. i wonder how much does it cost for overweight luggage. IM SCARED.

Its Ok, Its Alright

im listening to Promiscous. pah. my cousin loves listening to this pop stuff. i do too, but u know, MTV Asia influenced their taste in music. its mostly pop.

i was chatting to my mum over MSN yesterday. she said i gained weight! great, i am supposed to anyway. malaysia has awesome food i dnt mind. and plus, i bought an armnband for my ipod. so i could listen to it while working out.

since i moved to Doha, i dnt think i have to share the gym with over 3000 ppl :) coz the community consists of 3000 ppl u see. now that i live in a gated compound, less ppl are using it. weeeheee..

i got myself a pair of jeans from ROMP! its cute. bought dark denim. i have the light one, and the normal one. so i think for a change, the dark one looks gd.

anyways. my list is coming to an end. I NEED NEW TSHIRTS. i cant wait to go to One Utama. mum wants me to get her Braun Buffel handbag. i hope i can get it from thr. or else shes gonna kill me. not as if she wants any other brand. im not getting her furla coz its in Landmark.

i miss qatar.

Fergie- All That I Got (the Make Up Song)

that song is FABULOUS!

u know what. a cute guy winked at me. DAMN. he was like model-ish looking. my cousin's jaw dropped. not literraly but u know what i mean right. his skin was like..same as mine and his hair is perfectly messy looking. PARADOX! anyway. yea. he was HOT. i was walking in Padini Authentic store, and he was coming out from it. and he winked. heart!

lets just hope it wasnt the dust that made him wink.

Gwen Stefani is coming to KL. dammitt. i wanna go! shes like one of the most popular artist atm besides avril,fergie and nelly furtado. GWEN STEFANI IS COMING! someone, would u like to pay for my airtickets to qatar? like pay for the change of date. PLS PLS. haha

my skin is so dry. especially on my neck and my face. i bought hazeline moisturizer. hopefully thatll work. is Hazeline and Vaseline of the same brand?? coz thats why i bought it. whatever lah.

u know, the first time i came to Miri, i went to my old school. Magdeline was with me. suddenly, zul, a friend of mine asked me smt while we were seating at the school canteen. i forgot what question it was. but suddenly! i answered him with this SPONTANEOUS chinese accent. OMG that was so embarassing. it just suddenly came out! i din mean to do the accent. and when my friend told me to repeat it the same way, i couldnt do it!

even hearing me saying 'la' was awkward. but its been a month since im here, so I CAN SAY 'LA' all i want perfectly. all though sometimes the 'la' wasnt needed at the end of the sentence. im such a weirdo.

In Kuala Lumpur

i just read magdeline's blog..

sigh.. i swear! im sooo bored here in KL. shopping hasnt started. but u see I MISS MIRI.

i left Miri erm.. on the 29th of July. went to kuching. helped my aunt unpack her stuffs. she just moved from KL to her new apartment in kuching.

seriously KUCHING SUCKS. i dnt get it why some ppl are so proud to say that theyre from kuching. IT SUCKS!

anyhow, what did i do in KUCHING? sms-ing Lannie most of the time.
lol! we're both bored to death. hes in Bintangor, where i spent 2 weeks before i came to miri. its a place where my grandparents are staying. small town.
good getaway if ure in desperate need of peace.

sighhh... i miss miri...

LOL. its soo funny coz everytime i call magdeline i ALWAYS ask her what shes doing with the dudes.

damn it Lannie's going back to Miri, the fun shall begin again. aaargggghhh and im stuck in KL.

gawd i feel like crying. is this an emo post? whatever la.

what did i do in Miri?

i practically became my mum's secretary/representative. i paid the bills, collect forms for change of address from the banks. that was one hard work. it took me half a day. thanks to aunty sandra for bringing me arnd.

what did i buy in Miri? pfft. limited money u see, coz i used MY OWN MONEY TO PAY THE BILLS. so i got myself a pair of sandals from Vincci, a new dress, contact lens, then what else? forgot.

sooooooo my mum's paying me back, and i shall spend them in KL. good thing ey?

i miss miri!!!!!! it was sooo fun... late night talks and stuff.. take pictures making fun of poses and stuff. and then like waking everyone up in the morning. IM THE MORNING PERSON in the group. suprisingly, i always wake up at 9. well thats early compared to the rest... sighhhhh

loads of stuff happened lilke LOADS.

THIS SUMMER IS THE BEST SUMMER EVER. i mean like, WHEN CAN I SPEND SUMMER ON MY OWN? i bet my parents are gonna come back next summer coz they keep calling me.

they regret it for not coming back with me. IN YO FACE PPL :D

I LOVE MIRI.

too zaaa crazy ppl i spend my miri trip with :

Lannie, Magdeline,Samuel,Bawen,Zach, Beatrice,Betty,Shaun, Barry

I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im glad i din cry at the airport when they were sending me off to the depature hall. THANK GOD.
i was gonnaaaa!!

hahahahah im glad that hotlink charges me 1cent for an sms to Lannie, Mag,Sam, and Beatrice. hahahahah

im feeling hyper. i think im outta my mind.