i am finally! in Greece..... :D

this morning.. i went to the acropolis thingy... unfortunately, they had all this metal support thingy on the pillars. so i didnt manage to take a pure...original view of the temple.

my thoughts abt the locals:

• friendly
• doesnt say excuse me, they just push each other
• they talk passionately about w/e theyre talking abt e.g hand gestures etc
• they are fascinated when they see ppl with diff skin colour. yeah, they thought im a chinese. gawd.
• they eat while they walk.
• not that tall.

i g2g. gonna go to the smt smt square. adios!

Quickie

ohhh i feel good!!

what more can a hungry stomach ask for but to indulge in half a litre of STRAWBERRY ICE CREAM?

its the holidays! so i was like, " TIME TO BE UNHEALTHY!"

and plus im gonna shed this cals in Greece, where ill be walkin and walkin.

im not even sure if i will like greek food.

ive been revising and procrastinating lol.

i am motivated to revise coz i have my mocks as soon as sch reopens, but on the other hand, i jst procrastinate!!! my attention span is no longer than 1 hr per subject.

i guess i tend to get lazy since its the holidays. the sch shudve done the mocks before! the holidays! at least thatd make sense.

but then again, who am i to complain lol.

i cant wait till i go to Greece, i need some time off work. haha

i dnt realy have the drive to update my blog nowadays.. im just not inspired. lol or in order words, IM LAZY.

theres nothing to blog about, and if there was itd be something personal n i dnt think id wanna blurt it out here.

ok i wanna go revise Biology!! enzymes and lungs just gets interesting everytime! .........not............

i am listening to Everyday by High Sch Musical :S


the lyrics is not bad. the female singer is crap though.

its the last week of sch startin tomoz, im not so sure if im supposed to be excited abt it.. lol. tons of work to complete, loads of revision to do, so little time.

my ideal xmas holiday would be:

• SLEEP EARLY, WAKE UP LATE
  SLEEP IN THE AFTERNOOn
• EAT LESSER DRINK MORE. EAT MORE FRUITS.
• COMPLETE MY WORK IN 1 WEEK - impossible but kinda possible ;)
• FOLLOW MUM RUN ERRANDS IN THE MORNING
• TO THE GYM
• REVISE
• CELEBRATE XMAS LIKE NEVER BEFORE!
• CELEBRATE NEW YEARS WITH MAG AND CREW

anyway, its not gonna happen. *sobs*

samuel's arrived from oman like 2 days ago, and yesterday he slept over at my hse.we slept at like 1am coz he couldnt sleep + loads of catchin up to do. lol my eyes felt as if it was glued with UHU.

we were like talkin abt how our new year's gonna be spent together since a childhood friend of ours are also coming from sudan.


and i called magdeline, she practically screamed on the phone coz she was so excited thats shes gonna be meeting me for the new year. lol.


hehe Christmas Spirit's in the air! here are the 2 photos of the living room jst so lazy to upload tons of pics :)HO HO HO

Hungry.

this post has nothing to do with food or abt me bein hungry.

MY RIGHT BUTTCHEEK is HURTING SO BAD.

i shudnt have done the fckn split

yeaaa i was tryna do splits. and tryna stretch my legs 90 degrees above the ground.

I WAS BORED.

hehe.

well not really bored but i just thought my legs needed some workin out on coz im going to GREECE!! for Xmas and New Year!

Hallelujah!

...........NOT FOR LONG. coz i have my mocks and i gotta hand in most of my courseworks in Jan.

Im going to Greece...(8)

dammit. my friends are going to Zurich!!!!! *SCREAMS* that is so unfair magdeline. SO UNFAIR.

ANYWAY. im in no mood for blogging. all i see is numbers. *stupid maths cwk*

BLABLABLABLA

4pm - 7 am

REFRESHING!!!!

more than 12 hrs of sleep.

it feels GREAT.

no dinner, no one knockin on the door, phone on silent mode.

i shud do this every thursday. LOL

im just a bit worried tho, my parents might think im on sleeping pills.

who fckin cares. im extremely tired of EVERYTHING. more than 12 hrs thinkin abt nothing is enough to keep me rollin' next week.

its Friday. the weather's so nice. i dnt need no a/c no more.

Trip to the saloon. Cut my fckin fringe.
Surf for good hair colour. coz my hair colour's worn out.
Buy that nancy-drew lookalike trenchcoat from H&M
Buy boots
Buy gloves
Surf the net about Athens
Do my maths coursework
Finish my physics hw.


That'll keep me goin for today. Adios

Exhausted.

Thank God It's Thursdays.

I havent been updatin much lately due to "heavy workload." (6)
Yesterday, I went to watch the salzburg orchestra.

it was magnificent!! however, the mozart violin concerto bored me to death. other than that, it was fine. Hadyn's concerto was AMAZING!!
majority of the ppl that came are like old people. expats mostly.

hmm.. lol

regina and i vowed to do our Maths cwk over the weekends. yes, we motivate and encourage each other to work hard. (h) WE ROCK.

What do i want to do NOW??
I WANT TO SLEEP. ITS TIME TO BE UNHEALTHY!!! COZ ITS THE WEEKENDS.



3 LIL PACKETS OF LAYS + A BOTTLE OF MINERAL WATER + LAPTOP ----> BOREDOM ---> YAWN FACTOR = SLEEPING.

Thus, 3 packets of Lays before sleeping:

3 PACKETS OF LAYS + SLEEPING + COLD WEATHER = FAT.

Anyways, im hibernatin now. ADIOS.

Listen to this!

I adore his voice! Oh my gosh.

This song's perfect.

Homesick.

I miss my grandparents.
I miss my aunts.
I miss my uncles.
I miss my cousins.

I miss the FOOD!

I realised that i never really blogged about my family. Haha. Well I shall, this time.

(U know why im suddenly inspired? coz right now, IM SO HOMESICK. I REALLY WANNA GO HOME)

im just gonna talk abt my mum's side of the family. coz i miss them more than my dad's side. SHH.

My grandpa used to be an English teacher and a sch principle, and my grandma, is a housewife.
OK. well. when i was small i prefer my mum's parents coz my grandpa has a great sense of humour and my grandma loves me more than my mum. yeah thats what i thought.

Having two parents that are working, my grandparents used to come and stay with us if both of my parents are away for work. Grandpa would send me to sch and be my chaffeur for like 2 weeks. and i had to cope with his slow driving. my grandpa drives at like 60 km/hr!

and he would blast the Classic FM instead of the Breakfast Show in the morning.

My grandma annoys me sometimes, because she LOVES going to the vegetable market. Almost every evening after sch, she would go to the market and buy fresh vegetables.

And then cook delicious food! I bet all grandmas cook delicious food dont they?? My favourite dish is fried minced pork rolled in thin tofu sheets. *slurps*

My mum's parents are like OBSESSED with the fruit orchard. i mean like no offense but its like ewww mosquitos everywhere, lizards and all those flying creatures. insects mostly. everytime when they come over to stay with us, they would call their friends every night asking how their orchard's like. i mean its not like anyone steals fruits or smt..

They used to have pepper orchard? such thing? LOL. ya w/e yup. like in May or smt, coz we have holidays in May, i used to go and visit them and collect pepper! end up getting paid for it!

anyways, yea.. my 2 aunts.

one of my aunt is a doctor. and shes single. im tryna hook her up with doods. but i fail, coz i dnt know dudes of her age. shes no more a doctor now, shes sorta like a director for the Controlling disease department or smt. i dnt really know. she has this teeeeny weeny irish accent which annoys me because she used to study in ireland. whenever we gossip or smt, that stpid accent comes up.

i need tips on how to make an adult fall in love. HAHAHAHA. i fall in love so easy, so why cant she?

shes SO COOL! so youthful! we shop together and stuff. we even fit in the same size for tops! everything's the same size, except our shoe size. we even exchanged bikinis! except i din get to wear hers coz it rained when we wanted to go to the beach. her feet's size 4 and my feet is size 6!

she sucks in cooking tho. really. -_-" thats why, last summer during my stay, i had to dine out like everyday. thank god for hawker stalls and coffeshops. homemade food but sold at shops. get it? :P hahaa. oh oh! and we both ADORE adam levine.

but me and her arent very much alike. because she likes reading, and i dnt really enjoy reading. oh my gosh. if u check out her apartment. she made a library for HER BOOKS. HER BOOKS! i mean just her books alone can fill up a room!! what can i say, doctors.

my other aunty, which is my mum's second youngest sister... is an engineer. some communication enggineer or smt. i dnt know. LOL. now shes in houston, coz her husband's crossposted there.

THIS AUNTY, I LOVE!

she gives me goodies. ALL THE TIME. never fail to please me by buying stuff. LOL (yes she wins my heart coz she buys stuff for me. LOL)

she even offered to pay for a manicure! too bad i aint got nails coz i bite em.

i LOVE her. coz she listens to the same music as i do. this aunty, also sucks in cooking. i mean whats wrong with them?? only my mum cooks well and my grandma. i dnt wanna be eating mum's homecook when its xmas or smt. at least some variations! hahaha

well.. shes.. not a gd shopper tho. we dnt have the same taste in fashion. and shes just too tall. so i cant fit in her jeans or anything. and her shoe size is like 8. hahaha

but shes more of like my sister's best friend. coz esther likes playing with amanda and albert, her children.

I STILL LOVE HER THOUGH!

and now, my uncle!!

im not so close to my uncle coz u know, doh, im closer to my aunts! hey.. if u have a hungry stomach, my uncle's the person to turn to. HAHAHA.

he knows every single restaurant that serves good food or not. ok thats exaggerating.
let me rephrase.

he knows almost every single restaurant in kl that serves good food or not.

my uncle's stingy. he still hasnt given me gifts for getting 5As in my yr 6 examinations. lol!!
ok i really dnt know what to say abt my uncle. seriously. LOL. oh and um hes a chemical engineer. AND IM GONNA BE LIKE HIM. and im gonna earn more than he does now(h) WAIT AND SEE UNCLE.

AND MY COUSINS!

OH BTW, im the eldest granddaughter in the family. my grandparents has 8 grandchildren. lol *smiles*

neena's my fav cuzzy coz i can do girl talk better with her than with esther. esther just sucks. ya i know shes my sis but w/e

darren's annoying but hey he was the only one who cried when i left for qatar! HAHAHAHA

albert is naughty. he bangs my piano.

amanda is coooool because she thinks i rock.

Teh Tarik Dilemma

* Screams! *

Omg What A Nightmare!!

In school, im haunted by 3 (maybe more) ppl telling me that TEH TARIK tastes AWESOME.

GROSS.

GROSS.

Ok,u must be thinkin....

WHAT THE HELL IS TEH TARIK?

According to Wikipedia, ( i cant be bothered to explain it because TEH TARIK SUCKS)

"Teh tarik ("pulled tea" or 拉茶 in Mandarin) is a type of tea which can be bought in restaurants and outdoor stalls in Malaysia, Singapore and Brunei."

"It is often compared to cappuccino because of its frothy top. The main ingredients are tea and condensed milk."

"It has become the de facto national drink of Malaysia. In Malaysia, there are also occasions where "teh tarik" brewers gather for competitions and performances to show their skills in making this drink."

"This tea is special in that it is prepared using a unique technique. The tea is poured from a hand held high into a container held in a hand below. The tea is poured back and forth in this manner to create a thick froth. It is believed that this method mixes the tea with the condensed milk more thoroughly than other methods. It is also believed that this action cools down the tea to an optimum temperature for consumption."

"However, the most appropriate reason as to why Indian hawkers prefer this method of preparing teh tarik would probably be for the purpose of showmanship; the ability to drag a long stream of tea well over their heads was an amusing novelty for the locals and thus attract patrons"

-End-

Heres a picture

People usually consume Teh Tarik with Roti Canai or Nasi Lemak. Roti Canai simply means Pratha. Altho it tastes nicer than the Pratha here. Really.

Nasi Lemak is one of my FAVOURITE Dish. omg *slurps* Dont know what it is? Visit Wikipedia dearest.

I dont like Teh Tarik because..

1. I think its GROSS.
2. It all tastes the same.
3. Its a hot drink. ( u can never get iced Teh Tarik unless someone wants to make a designer tea and named it Teh Tarik)
4. It makes ur breath stink. All tea does anyway. (A)
5. Teh Tarik is just NOT NICE.

Lol. Reasonable enough??

U know what is my favourite Malaysian drink??????

OMG.......

AIR BANDUNG. (air is pronounced ayer btw)

What is it??

Its a drink made outta Rose extract mixed with Condensed milk + Sugar + Ice!

The drink's pinkish in colour.

Omg. Drink it when the weather is hot and oh my, REFRESHING!!

*gulps*

Infact, ima ask mum to get a bottle of Rose Cordial or syrup.

Alright. Study mode.

Gasps!

Science Resits!

November 22nd!!

This Thursday!

Im revising.

Ciao!

Post numbero uno nueve uno.

This album rocks!! To you, RnB/Pop fans, this is a MUST HAVE! Now Ive got 2 of JLo's album, and this one's way better than her self-titled album.

I thought this album wouldnt be as gd as Como Ana Una Mujer seeing as the songs in the spanish album were pretty ew. BUT I WAS WRONG. This album RULES!

Catchy.Sexy.Groovy.

And to u ppl who wants to dance in MADD, I'd reckon u listen to all the tracks in the song. and make a medley. HAHA.

i think im just so into this kinda music. haha. i dont like singers like Ciara or Christina Millian.. they just have the same beat all the way. This one's like extraordinary!! More like songs for a showdance or smt.

i bought Colbie Caillat's album too. its not bad for her first album. i cant really say anything abt it right now coz atm im so hooked up with JLo's album.

Listen to:

Mile In These Shoes --- > Song about self-confidence (h)

Gotta Be There ---> This one is my fav! coz i can relate to it, except i dnt live in those places she

mentioned. haha

Stay Together ---> Damn sexy song.

Be Mine ---> Hehe.

I Need Love --> HMM. JUST LISTEN TO IT. Some of the things she mentioned is true haha

When she cries..

Its horrible when I come home from school,

10 minutes later, i see and HEAR Marisa crying..

GRR.

I HATE LITTLE KIDS WHO CRY over just a slight..... mistake. Even worse, NOTHING.

especially MARISA.

and shes still crying now. FOR GOODNESS SAKE! SHUT UP.

Shes crying over NOTHING!! My mum's busy, so i guess she wants the attention. Or maybe, she misses my dad coz hes in dubai.

BUT STILL. STFU grrrrrr!!!

i tried to load the Disney channel website, and tried play the ever so annoying Hannah Montana on it, and SHES STILL CRYING!!

so what i did :)

i took a photo of her.

:)

CRYING.

Haha! *smiles*

anyway.. i tied up my hair.. and OMG FOR THE FIRST TIME IN HISTORY, I COULD ALMOST TIE IT SIMILAR TO HOW THE KOREAN GIRLS tie their hair!

OR.. how the chinese girls in my old school tie their hair!

i could NEVER tie my hair in a half pony tail like that so perfectly. NEVER. coz my hair's too fine that it would basically turn out to be a pony tail after that.

OH MY GOSH. SHES STILL CRYING GRRR!!

RIGHT NOW, i wish someone yells at her or smt. i cant do that, or else ill be in trouble.

oh i took another picture! MY HAIR COLOUR!! woooooo...

now that pic below, is esther's hair. AND LOOK THE HAIR COLOUR. its not black. and its NATURAL. i always envy that of her. other than that na ah,.. well i want to be the same height as her too. COZ SHES TALLER THAN ME.

Oh, What An Experience!

I just got back from Kuwait last night.. went there on Thurs.. I was attending the Performing Arts Workshop.

and yes.. no words can describe HOW AMAZING IT WAS!!

i made new friends.. learned new things..

I attended the Choral Workshop.

Basically.. I learned to sing in a choir! And discovered that im an Alto singer. an alto singer is someone who sings lower than Soprano singers.

Vocal warmups are soo fun!! the choral workshop group was taught by an opera singer.. so she teaches us how to do vocal warmups and how to reach the right notes etc.

The person who teaches the choir the songs is a male teacher and hes realy fun!

we sang about 4 songs.. Streets Of London, Fame, Jambo Buana and a song of his own composition..

We only have a day to prepare 4 songs.. because we have to perform them the next day.

and wow.. it sounds amazing! i cant believe.. after 8 hours of work.. we can achieve such thing! the choir sounded as if we were practising for a month or smt.

Some other ppl did Dance workshops - where they learn choreographed routines for JLo's Do It Well single..

Some attended Tech workshops - where they control the lightings and sound system for the overall concert

Some attended Drama workshops - acting and stuff

And Some attended.. Fashion workshops - designed their own outfit in just 8 HOURS and they were able to strike a fashion show in the morning! AMAZING.

Where did i stay??

I stayed with a host family! It was an american family... Well, it wasnt just me alone staying with them.. asti and poppy were with me.

OHH MY GOODNESS.

we were treated like a PRINCESS.

we get fresh new towels everytime after a shower.

we got our uniform ironed IMMEDIATELY after it came out from the dryer. (my mum irons it like a day after she took it from the dryer -_-")

i was using a blow up bed and it got deflated in the morning *blushes* so. they bought me a matress! so for the second night, i was sleeping on a brand new matress (h)

we had FRESHLY BAKED CROISSANTS for breakfast in the morning.

we had dinner ordered from the hotel serving chinese cuisine and got it delivered by the host's driver.

we had maids helping us to pack our stuffs.

OH MY GOODNESS.

we had a driver that made sure we have a bottle of mineral water with us before we leave the house.

we were SPOILT BRATS FOR A DAY.

and our hostess.. Sofia was soooooo lovely!! shes just in yr 7 and she acts so mature.. and so caring!!

and oh my goodness. she can dance SOO WELL. it freaks me out. an 11 yr old can dance that well!

her mum.. omg.. she cared too much LOL. she kept checkin up on us until she knows that we're asleep. shes against fast foood so thats why she offered to order food after we come back from the workshop.

IT WAS A GREAT EXPERIENCE!too much too tell.....

Silent Breaker

on the way home,

the bus conductor told the lil kids to wear the seatbelts.

hes like..

CHILDREN, WEAR SEALTBELT HAR! ALLUF U.

doesnt ALLUF U sounds like.. I LOVE U.

what he meant was.. ALL OF U.

hahaha me and the girl sitting beside me laughed for like 2 mins or smt. its funny

and i swear.. the bus conductor gives girly glares to show that hes mad at the lil kids. HAHAH

lame? alright then, LEAVE.

Cooking Tale

i was bored after playing piano for like half an hour. mum was out sending Marisa for ballet class. :(

so...

with the intention of pigging out on food..

NOTHING WAS ON THE KITCHEN'S ISLAND!

only..

the pot of Chicken Curry on the stove..

had Chicken Curry for lunch. i LOVE chicken curry. especially when the curry sauce is like.. thick! YUM. oh dont forget the potatoes! ( i particularly love Malaysian Curry)

ok so guess what i did. I WAS CRAVING FOR CURRY MEE since like AGES! since EID!

i searched for Spaghetti.. and boiled it!

I ENDED UP.. with

CURRY MEE for DINNER.

OH MY GOOSH

ok i couldnt be bothered to go upstairs and take the pic with my dad's camera, so.. i searched for the pic on google(A)

hey.. it looks similar alright..

lol notice the lil tag thing.. HOT-SCREENSAVER.COM no wonder.. LOL

i ENJOYED MY DINNER. i had TWO BOWLS of curry mee. TWO! and now i feel sick.

but im still blogging abt it anyway! I FEAST ON CURRY.

i dont quite like indian curry coz of the smell of the spice and yadayada. OH MY GOSHHH I WANNA EAT CURRY MEE AGAIN. - right ok, i sound childish.

THEN. Esther was like.. WHAT ABOUT ME? WHAT AM I GONNA EAT?

Esther: Rachel, cook for me fried rice pls! Ur fried rice's delicious. (hint hint ppl) (A)

OK SO I WAS LIKE. U CLEAN UP. I COOK. I HATE CLEANING UP ETC ETC.

so what did i put in the fried rice?

anchovies. ( i brought it all the way from MALAYSIA!)

eggs.

white onion

and it turned out to be smt like this..

yes.. except.. my fried rice was nicely decorated. i mean.. why shud i decorate it, esther's eating it afterall.

-_-"

thats it.. MY COOKING TALE!

Theory Dilemma

i just need to pass the exam, im not asking for a high mark. i just need to pass.

Friday's the day! Im more than ready to sit for the exam!

Altho there are few things I'm unsure abt.. i could just research. But heck, sometimes Music cant be explained.. really. its not like Science or Maths or English or whatever.

if u ask 'why' abt certain stuff in Music, the answer is simply.. because.. BECAUSE! no explanation. its because, its like that. because because.LOL

e.g "so why do we have demisemiquavers or alto clefs or tenor clefs?"

THE ANSWER IS.. :ITS BECAUSE, ITS JUST BECAUSE! - get it? :P

u know, some of it might just be a mistake centuries ago, however, we practice it today coz maybe it was misprinted the day since.

i just need to pass! i want to sit for my Grade 6 Practical Exam in 2008!

GOSH.. Theory drives u nuts. once u find it hard, its a turn off. u dont feel like doin it anymore.

(especially when some of the things are like JUST BECAUSE, ITS BECAUSE.)

im not making any sense right now, yes i know, and i thank u for reading on. lol.

IM STRESSED OUT.

i have loads to do. so little time.

BUT HEY, IM GONNA PASS THIS EXAM.

omg the passing grade is 66%! FCK.

thats high!!!!

I MUST NOT FAIL. I MUST PASS. this is my first theory exam ive ever sat for in my ENTIRE LIFE. see how much i detest theory. i cant believe after avoiding the theory for so many years, im finally sittin for one THIS FRIDAY!

pray for me guys!

adios!

My Work of Art

Grr.

I was painting my nails red, and due to my very impatient behaviour, i smudged it all.

It looks HIDEOUS!

I was tryna multitask, with my newly painted nails(A) but unfortunately... the harder i try to avoid touching things, the easier my nails get smudge. LOL. i guess i was too concious about my nails that I accidently wiped my fingers on my shirt.

alright, i dont make any sense. hehe

its day 2 of the half term break. i feel soooooo useless stayin at home. i tried to finish of my Theory, which I did, last night. =D I still think that theory is just a waste of time, well the basics of theory arent a waste of time, but like those weird stuffs.. its not like u see those wiggly stuffs everyday in sheet music.

i mean like, who cares about the first inversion of chords or w/e.

Today, im getting my Piano tuned!! Havent tuned my piano for 2 yrs, oh my, dad's gotta get ready huge amount of money.

guys, if u have a piano at home, tune it every year. coz the longer its untuned, THE MORE EXPENSIVE u have to pay. and the weirder the sound of the piano. really.

What am i going to do today??

PHYSICS. yes, PHYSICS. I am devoted to Physics today, since we have an Exam right after the holidays.

I just hope i do well in the exam. Altho, by doing well, the teachers are/might move some of us (rahmi, me and reg and two other boys which i dnt know) to the other Science group, where..all those boring ppl are. I doubt i could even learn, coz those ppl, they have HUGE EGO. All the Mrs and Mr -Know-It-All are in the other Science group. unlike me and reg and rahmi, we help each other out if some of us dont understand. (h)

HELP EACH OTHER! ITS ONE OF THE WAY TO POSITIVE THINKING!

oh and, how'd you like it spending most likely 100 mins with them everyday? where they make u feel that ure not as smart as them? HAHA. i know one dood who does that, i feel good everytime I beat him in Business Studies and Media. geeeezz.

i like my Science group. We're smart too. (h) Infact we're doing the same Higher paper, so whats the big deal of changing the class anyway. We get the same teacher, we learn the same thing from the same book, so why is there the need to change classes? Plus, if some students cant adapt to new environment easily, it might affect their performance.

Well, I dont know, but my point is, EVEN IF I DO WELL, PLEASE DONT CHANGE MY SCIENCE GROUP.

pfft. HAHA. as if they would read this post.

So, Whats Up?

Usually, at this time, I'd be working my ass off finishing up hws. But not today! Because... I haven't got any homework due in tomoro! My Physics homework's due after half term. I'll do it during the weekends so I can fully concentrate for my Music Theory exam.

Crap.

Music Theory Exam!

I hate how this examination board requires Grade 5 theory in order to be able to sit for Grade 6 practical exam! STUPID. STUPID.

This would be the FIRST music theory exam for me.

I HAVE NEVER SAT FOR ANY THEORY SHIT. NEVER, IN MY LIFE.

mutters: "And look at how brilliant I am in composing..I love my piece"

Who. Cares. About. Music.Theory.

Even those Youtube Musicians can't read notes. They play just by listening to the song. And then come up with their own music notes/chords.

SHEEESSSH.

I wish they had trinity exam Board here. By now, I wouldve been in Grade 8. this stupid place hasnt got Trinity.

I'll tell u about it. ITS A FABULOUS EXAMINATION BOARD I TELL U.

Reasons why I love Trinity examination board?

• Theory exam is OPTIONAL. You dont have to take Theory exams in order to sit for any practical exams. How cool is that.
• Practical Exam is TWICE in a year. Once in June, another one in Nov. Yes, i took my FIRST practical exam, in June 2004. Grade 4. Got a merit. My second practical exam, Grade 5, got a DISTINCTION. AWESOME.

I had to leave for qatar so i din sit for any grade 6 exams. and then i found out trinity board is unavailable in qatar so what the heck.imagine if they have it here, DAMN.

And now, im a Grade 6-er. Nevermind.

BACK TO MY POINT.

I DONT GET WHY WE NEED THEORY EXAMS.

Well, it is VERY BENEFICIAL for me though since im sitting for iGCSE Music this year. But what about the other ppl who dread theory?????????

U HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I HATE IT

my previous previous piano teacher in malaysia, used to spoonfeed me the answers. coz no matter how much she explains, i just get it wrong all the time. so i spend like 3/4 of my time erasing and copying the correct answers. i still have my old theory books. u can see those pencil marks and those eraser dust in the boook. HAHHAHA and most of the comments are "DO YOUR CORRECTION"

but now, i think im a "mature" student i can understand how those things work now.

i hope I pass. *fingers crossed*

Well guys, im off. Work on Music Theory.Peace!

Coz I Like You Just The Way You Are

Hello folks!

I am updating right now with my laptop on a bed-side table. In other words, i cant sleep so i decided to update.

Tons of questions are in my mind right now. Retail therapy didnt work after all.

I thought, u know, buying stuff would comfort me or distract me from thinking wisely abt certain stuff.

It didn't work after all. Oh well. I did bought a pair of flats though. White pumps/flats, w/e you call it.

Question for myself:

Would I rather go on like this, or.......???

Answer:

WHO CARES.

Blah. At times, I wish the phrase,"who cares" , is the answer to all questions. I wish it was that phrase that motivates me to go on. the phrase, "who cares". blissful ignorance is what i need
right now. It seems like I care too much, when I know certain people just dont give a fck about anything. Some people are inconsiderate, fakers, liars etc. but most are wonderful, amazing, people. I dont like it when all of a sudden, that wonderful, amazing person turns out to be the opposite of them. Oh well. Maybe changes can be good at times, maybe not. I dont know.

See ya

updates?

lol.. LOADS. but this one's still fresh in my mind.

On Sunday, I went visiting for Eid at my mum's friend's hse. fellow malaysian. ok thats not the point. jasz's familly came too. alright so.. after that jasz and i decided to go to City Centre since

its the nearest mall to the house.

we went there with the intention of watching a movie. so we watched Nancy Drew.

it was Family Day in City Centre. HAH. so right, my sis, jasz, and i bought tickets.

the movie only starts at 6pm. and we arrived at 5:10 pm or smt. SO RIGHT.. we went roaming about..

SUDDENLY. these guys were walking towards us, ok. i was just about to whisper to jasz that one of em's hot.

little do i know that, he smacked jasz's ass! *and jasz, he did smacked ur ass, i saw it*

and all i did was.. say "OMG! U COULDVE SLAPPED HIM" then we turned back, and saw them walking right behind us.

they were STALKING US. omggggg

then... he walked right beside me, asking for my number AND my name. all i said was "WHAT THE HELL"

i was soo scared. and then his friend, came up to me, and touched my ass! OMG.

then we kept walking in female clothing shops.suddenly they caught us coming out from Promod, so then

his black friend came up to me and asked " u dnt wanna fck with me coz im a nigger? i have a long dick blabla"

OH MY GOODNESS. SEXUAL HARRASMENT.

i wonder what's the penalty for sexual harrasment in this country. damn,i shudve act like i was interested to know their name, i wouldve got them into jail.

they were about MY AGE. and they do these NASTY THINGS?! what did ramadhan do to them??

were they holding in their HORNY temptations for a month, that they just had to let it go ON ME and JASZ?!

pls let them go to hell. rot and burn. i know its not a good thing to wish someone to go to hell but they deserve it.

why din i call the security?BECAUSE THE BLOODY CITYCENTRE IS SO BLOODY CROWDED!

im never going to that place ever!!!! ive always hated that place. and i'll always do!! its transformed to the house of horny bastards.

how can their parents stand their kids being so horny?! are their parents even educated?! BLOODY FUCKERS. sorry for the foul language in this post. im still very mad about it.

ITS SICK.

bastards.

Maroon 5's latest album is AMAZING!

yes, i just got it 3 days ago. -_-" unlike most of u who prob bought the album as soon as it's released. * i shudve bought it in Malaysia during the Summer* dammit.

Eid was awesome!! altho last year's Eid was way way way crazyy than this one. haha

i was in the mood for blogging a few minutes go, but now, im not. LOL.

my body's aching. seriously exhausted from yesterday's quadbiking activity and Eid.
went quadbiking in Messaid. and omg. my quadbike keeps getting stuck at that stupid soft sand. thank god the locals were kind enough to help me get the quadbike outta the stupid sand.

i better go. im so bored. LOL. yay! gonna go visiting later weeheee

Eid Mubarak!!!!!

i just felt like blogging before going to bed. im quite relieved that its 4 days holiday. *i think its 4 days*

this week's like a roller coaster. ups and downs. i needed a break. and im gonna chilll and not bother about school for that time. because otherwise, ill turn PSYCHO.

i thank god for not having insomnia at night. god is good, ALL THE TIME.

ok. im visiting my friends in Al Khor. omg i cant believe im travelling across the country just to spend eid. its mainly coz i havent got any friends in Doha. i belong in Al Khor. my soul's there, my body's in this stupid retarded city.

let me see.. i saw... 5 accidents tonight. the night before eid, and i saw 5 accidents. damn, those fellas. what a waste of fasting then, celebrating eid in hospital. maybe one of them din survive in the accident or smt. bless. well it might be a blessing in disguise.

and i made an observation. the landcruiser cars. u know those common ones.... the ones that look tough. theyre sooooooooooo fragile in real life! the GMC was like 5% damaged, whilst the land cruiser was like 80% damaged, meaning the length of the car was half its original. DAMN SCARY. i wish i had a camera and snapped everything.

oh oh sch's dilemma - crime of stealing.

i wish tha tperson stole my camera, then i wouldve got it back by now. instead of that fcking kargo person. BRING BACK MY CAMMY TO ME. TO ME!
sigh i dnt wanna start yakkin abt the camera. WHAT THE HELL IS THIS LADY SINGING IN THE MIDDLE OF THE STREETS?! omg scary.

see ya im off to bed!

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Thoughts & Lyrics

Want to know what I'm feeling right now?

i feel AWFUL. although nothing bad happened to me today. its just that.. its a bad day today. cant be bothered to type what im thinking right now. the lil bits of lyrics below kinda explains it all.

I’m not fine, I’m in pain It’s harder everyday -Maroon 5 - Better that we break

It’s as simple as one and two I’m in love with you And three and four
You’re all I adore
To the seven and eight
See I’ve been making mistakes
Cause when you’re on my mind
I just cant think straight
Back to the five and six
I’m all in the mix and I'm all into you - Fergie - All That I Got

Oh you don't mean nothing at all to me
No you don't mean nothing at all to me
But you got what it takes to set me free
Oh you could mean everything to me - Nelly Furtado - Say It Right




u must be thinking, who is 'you'? well im not telling. screw this.

Cleaning Tale

October 7 2007.

well.

today, we had to do this 'static' experiment in Physics. holy smoke. ive never seen Regina being perverted than ever!!!

cant blame her though, the instructions sounded SO WRONG.

1. Rub one rod, then put it closely together. Note any repulsions/attractions.

Everyone asked this question:

How do we rub the rod?

then of course, we would illustrate how we rubbed the rod on the cloth. it was just wrong the way everyone did it. HAHAHAAH

then the second instruction was:

RUB BOTH RODS TOGETHER. THEN PUT IT CLOSELY TOGETHER. WHAT HAPPENS?

(oh ma god. can it sound any worse?)

lol. as soon as the teacher wrote it down, everyone started thinking diff things. lol. rahmi, reg and i spent abt 10 mins to calm ourselves down. we were laughing at those innocent girls who hadnt got a clue what we're laughing at. thinking abt it makes me laugh. hahah

yea and thats all. lame much??

moving on..

zomg!!! i finished my first Maths Coursework. finally out of my way. another one coming up. GEEZ. spoiler spoiler.

guess what, i discovered smt new abt myself.

i LIKE cleaning my own room. like every friday or smt, i would look forward to cleaning my room and spray it with air freshener and vaccuum it. i think its coz im falling in love with the smell of the air freshener. thats what motivates me to clean my room?? or is it a form of procrastination? (6) and and it makes me feel like a grown up. coool yaa?

i tried telling my mum that i am ready to live alone. ( i havent proved her abt the laundry bit)
im HOPELESS when it comes to laundry. thats the only thing i hate doing. wait, infact TWO things, laundry and dishes.

theres a laundry basket in my bathroom, and if mum doesnt collect it every alternate day, its gonna be full by saturday. AND YEA I END UP DOING IT. and everytime i do them, i have to do 2 loads. one for coloured clothes, and one for white coloured clothes.

so normally the time taken for the washing bit is usually 40 mins. i always end up not putting the clothes in the dryer by then!! so yea, it takes me 2 days to wash my laundry if i do it myself. coz i keep forgetting. =D

thats why, my mum thinks im still immature to live on my own. geez

then second one is doing the dishes. OH HOW I DREAD DOING THEM.

yeah of course, theres a dishwasher. but i HATE loading and unloading the dishwasher. its like it takes too much effort to bend and arrange the dirty plates in order. ( lazy voice speaking)

so to avoid doing those stupid chores, i set up the table before every meal and then i delegate the stupid loading dishwasher bit to esther. (6) MUAHAAHAHAH and if my mum says "RACHEL LOAD THE DISHWASHER"

i go.. " I set up the table already! Esther did not help me set up, so she loads the dishwasher" quickly runs upstairs. :)

my point is...i rather clean my room than doing laundry and doing the dishes. :) cleaning room is a fun thing, if u have those portable vacuum cleaners. i LOVE THEM. all i have to do is sit down on the floor, and then leave the cleaning to the vacuum. coz all i have to do is sit and move it. hehehe but of course, i use the real vacuum cleaner after that -_-" then, i mop za floor. IT SMELLS SO GOOD that cleaning detergent. hahahah.

anyway enough abt my cleaning story. adios!

ok im bored right now. sorry for the late update.im so lazy to blog nowadays.. life's hectic. HAHA i can now say that im busy. so this is how ppl feel when theyre busy. LOL... sad rachel sad.

i cant be bothered to update in paragraph form. ill list it =D its easier for u to read, easier for me to type em! =D

1. my computer crashed and im still browsin arnd for laptops. the ones in carrefour are like so common. the ones in Virgin doesnt seem great. so expensive too! i saw a Lamborghini laptop which costs QR13800. rachel doesnt want common stuff and rachel wants smt sleek. tell me if u know any!

2. the bus conductor is funny like hell. i laugh alot (silently tho) im trying to control that coz otherwise ppl might think im crazy. i think hes abt 28 yrs of age. and he cant really speak english therefore, makes him gullable. he got soo hyper when he saw this yr 9 boy's phone.(cause the phone plays mp3)lol talk abt being noobie.

3. im soo exhausted from 5 days of school. i need a holiday. pronto.

4. i need a name for my first music composition. it includes a harp, violin, and a flute.

5. im unsure of smt. i need to know the TRUTH.

6. i got rid of him. xD AWESOME. no more fake statements. u know, having to read those fuckinly cheeky lines grosses me out. i told him off, and hopefully he live his life the way he shud be. with that new girl. ITS OK. shes not pretty, dnt hafta be jealous =D

7. im looking arnd for summer programmes in the UK. anyone know any? tell me ok.

8. my piano teacher rocks. eventho shes freaky.

9. magdeline is going to oman and im not. coz my daddy needs to renew his RP and so do i. =(

10. the lil kid is cycling in front of my house. the sound of the stuppid three wheeler is annoying me. so i shall shut the sliding door and go into my room to get some peace and quiet. ( u must be thinking what the heck?)

11. celebrated mum's bday in Chopsticks, Grand Regency. dnt like the food. the ambience of the restaurant is NO WHERE near asian. geez. weirdos

12. thinks that i shud be gettin on with life instead of typing this stuff.

13. thanks bisma for reminding me to update my blog.

VOILA!

One week felt like a year.

wo! sorry for not updatin. got 2 reasons for not bein able to do so :P

• couldnt access Blogger, something's wrong with it. thankfully the page loaded just now.
• super busy. and i mean busy.

my life's so dramatic these days. reallly.

i was pissed, so being absent minded, i slammed it. ok it was fine. shut it down before i went to bed, and the next day, my mouse didnt work. so took off the laptop battery, and then it became fcknly slow! ok that was alright. continued on with my work.

then, just got annoyed with the fact that its slow... i restart it. AND POOF. my laptop went back to its original settings. and i LOST EVERYTHIING.

except..

songs, english cwk, maths cwk.

I THOUGHT MY MEDIA CWK IS GONE! i ran a search on the hard disk thank god! i was able to save them in my thumb drive.

BUT...

my pictures dissapeared.

dang. all those pictures......... i dnt have a camera,now i dnt even have pictures. joy~

i shudnt be blogging now. im supposed to be finish off my Maths Coursework due in on Sunday, my Chemistry test on Sunday, my Physics test on Thurs, my English essay due in on Sunday.

u know yesterday, i was tryna do my chemistry revision at abt 3:30 pm. I was like so in the mood for studying. an hr later, i thought i needed a nap.

guess what time i woke up, i woke up at 7:30am this morning!

and my head doesnt hurt at all!! guys, if ure having troubles sleeping, dont take sleeping pills. all u need to do is tire urself for the whole week.

that is my first time sleeping for over 12 hours. 16.30 pm - 07.30 amAMAZING. and im still sleepy now.. coz i just got back from Al Khor. My mum was sending her cake for her friend's 25th wedding annivesary.. yeap.. she made the cake and decorated it. its ironic how my mum can be creative. LOL never thought she is anyway. its coz i know that she cant draw. LOL. just like me~ -why, thanks mum. -_-"

i really miss staying in Al Khor. its diff.. compared to stayin in doha. its like.. u can walk arnd get some fresh air, away from the traffic. the traffic here, I SWEAR, its HELL ON EARTH. u can see 2 lane road becoming a 3 lane road! crazzy! i wish i had a camera. *sigh*

does anyone know a good laptop? i checked those ones in Carrefour theyre mainly the ones from late 2006. i need a new one. but still browsing. and plus still gotta convince mum. she said too much money's spent on me this year. geez.. just coz someone stole my freakin camera. its not as if i was gonna give it to them for free. i shudve gave them my laptop or smt. at least that way, i can save my pictures, courseworks in my thumbdrive or ipod or smt. then just give it to the fckin stealer. instead of stealing my new camera.

i so feel like launching a report right now. i think i shud. since ive got skype in my dad's laptop. whoever that kargo fckin dude is, hes gonna be sory for wht hes done. i hope he does. its ramadan anyway. i bet its some yucky looking homosapien. no offense. gosh i sound horrible.. LOL.

ps: blogger publishes my post 1 day later.. so yeaa just bear with it. i might change my blogsite soon.

ive been stayin at home all day!! i WAS supposed to go to Villagio.. somehow, mum was into her "cake decoratin" mode. so yea she was busy making icing and blahs for her upcoming cake project. thats what she calls it anyway.

what have i been doing?

ive done loads at home! in the morning i figured out that the area of pentagon is SMALLER than rectangle. now that, i find rather unusual. its supposed to be larger than rectangle since its a fckin 5 sided shape. sorry for the lang. because i tried so hard to tryna make the area larger.

then in the afternoon, i revised my business studies! and yes i can draw a break even graph without having to refer to anything now! =D break even analysis is cool.

and then i watched a movie, Catch Me If You Can, by Steven Spielberg. Starring Tom Hanks and Leonardo Di Carpio. its a REALLY REALLY COOL MOVIE. watch it if u can :P

then um i roamed abt in facebook. i swear i am bored but too lazy to even walk to the gym to kill time.

then erm, i even tried to cook to kill time. i fried chicken fillet to eat with my salad. LOL. sad sad. anyway. ima go.

according to my interesting conversation with a lil boy in my sch bus

the term crush is meant by = pushing each other, fighting with each other

omg.... thats a lil kid's definition of crush. in my heart i was like, if only he knows.. lol yea but hes a lil kid so that shud make sense to him.

i like his accent, lol. its that typical english kid kinda accent. i noticed hes eurasian LOL. mixed philipino maybe, or might be malaysian.

sch's fine. i finally recorded the avril lavigne song. WEEHEEEEE!!

Glu..Cose atttack.

dont mind me.

i just had VAST AMOUNT OF GLUCOSE in my system. in other words, i ate a whole bunch of green seedless grapes on the way home from school.

i even got so friggin excited when the bus driver used the alternate route to get to my house. i knew that route isnt "contaminated" with traffic jams!!! everyone thought i was weird. i got home at 2:30 pm. SHARP.

guess what!!

i learned Chinese in the bus! with my new Malaysian friend, Cathy. isnt it awesome. i know a few words since i was in Malaysia but im learning to make full sentences. awesomee

and i made friends with this Algerian boy! because... he speaks Arabic, French, English, and.. SPANISH!! and hes learning German now! isnt that awesome!!

then i made friends with this lil girl from Syria. i din ask for her name. but she could speak french!

so in the bus, i learnt French and Chinese! best feelings in the world!! but u know, i forgot the words he taught me in French. and i know he wasnt teaching me foul lang, coz it made sense anyway. i feel sorry for him yesterday coz i was pissed at him ^_^. dont ask, its abt this manners thingy. i just had to tell him off =D but now hes MA FRIEND.

oh my, i feel like doing my Business Studies homework now. adios!!!!

Something's wrong with Blogger

somehow blogger doesnt publish my latest post eventho i clicked PUBLISH more than dozens of times!

pls bear with me, i think it might be because of the layout so thats why i changed my layout to default settings.

cheers!

Way To Go, Racquel!

whats up ppl?

im over the moon!! *smiles* i got my results from my last June resits. remember i was whining about it a few months ago?? now i owe that teacher a bunch!!! coz he decided for me to resit it! well, i din wanna resit it at first coz i got an A for all the 3 subjcts.

however!

i got A* in Physics (P1A) A* in Chemistry ( C1A) and A in Biology (B1A)

my biology mark just increased by a digit. -_-"

IM SO HAPPY THOUGH! i thought i did horrible in the exam! no, seriously. the exam was hard!!!!! i thought the first exam i sat for was WAY EASIER! but look at what ive got! a better result than last time!!!!!!!

u know, Mr Vardy was calling us individually to see our results. i was the first one to go =D and when he told me all i said was a low tone of OMG. then when he told me the A* bit for physics it went louder.. then A* for chemistry.. it was OMG with a gasp!

it was like a dream!!!! and then it was regina's turn. now that. is a MIRACLE.

from triple Cs to A*s and As! she looked as if she was gonna FAINT!!! we were both "omg-inng" then we laughed and then during break we screamed out loud outside. HAHAHA

we sound pathetic, but u know, we never ever thought we could get those high marks. i guess it was all worth it. believe in urself, ,revise, try hard, help others, be positive. all u need to get an A*!

i told my parents and they were pretty impressed!! =D so, i get my shopping spree!! new clothes for the upcoming season darling!!! weeeheeee!!!! on the other note, my Grade 5 Piano Theory Exam is on the 2nd of Nov. crap. i gotta move on with my revision. ADIOS MUCHACHAS! (coz i know most of my readers are girls )

just a quick update ( im preventing myself from falling asleep while doing Physics )

school started yesterday. 9th Sept. was anxiously excited for the day! i nearly had an anxiety attack coz the bus driver was < > that close to being late.

im travelling across the country to go to school. ISNT THAT COOL? my school's in the north of Qatar. not exactly north, but its a little town in the north. get it? hehe which is abt 50 km from Doha. incase u dnt know that. it is a small country. takes about 40 minutes to get there. however, the bus driver drove super duper slow!!!! the speed limit for buses is 100km/h. he seemed to be driving at 80 km/h. grr

yeah, u know my father's company like bought a new bus just to send 4 of us from doha to school. only 4!!!! yes, u can blame us for global warming. abit ridiculous, i know!!

my school rocks! (random)

im so worried abt Media, my practical production. wht am i supposed to do?? tomoro's another day, cant wait for Media lesson. new teacher, new teaching concept. i miss mr williams and how he teaches.it felt different entering his room. coz its all organized and it looked bigger. =S OMG! we got an iMac especially for Media students! *drools* i cant wait to lay my hands on the desktop! media is the most challenging subject EVER. shutters.

i should stop here. my eyes are starting to hurt. i dont feel sleepy anymore! i might not update that often, coz of my busy days. so keep visiting! till then, ciao!

i have been extremely busy lately.

sch's almost starting and i have decided to repair my media courseworks. yesterday i did major changes on my photo-comic's last page. and i finished it!

i was gonna redraw my storyboard again today, but heck. i cant be bothered coz i was in the mood for Music!

as soon as i woke up today, that was about, 11am? *blush* i quickly rushed into the bathroom, took my shower then headed downstairs to play PIANO!!

oh ya, yesterday, i went for my piano class. i have a new piano teacher, since i now live in doha.. not al khor anymore! :'( cries!

my piano teacher is.. a ukranian lady prob in her early 30s.. she looks like those typical tennis players kinda person. i swear, when i first met her, i havent got a clue of what shes saying!! she has this strong accent. thank god, i can hear properly and pay attention to what shes saying.

i have decided that im taking my Grade 6 in Piano Music. i do not care anymore! its been almost 2 yrs dilly delaying! first reason last time was that i moved to qatar and i havent got my piano for like 8 months! coz my mum thought she was gonna get me a secondhand one here instead of shipping my piano from Malaysia, but praise be to god, my piano came in August of 2006! =D
and then, it was in March 2007, that i started taking piano lessons, seriously. and now that i moved to doha I SHOULD BE ABLE TO SIT FOR MY GRADE 6 EXAMS!

i know ive got my GCSE this year, its gonna be a tough year for me. but piano music plays a big role in my life. since i BARELY could do any sports. CANT draw, CANT sing. so yea PLAYING THE PIANO is the only talent i got which im really good at. * i suppose i can say that* ;) and plus, if i take my grade 6 music and my grade 5 theory... its like revising for my IGCSE Music! seee... its beneficial both sides (h) AWESOME. I LOVE PLAYING PIANO!

so yea, basiccally today, all i did was print music sheets for my Ensemble pieces which i have to record for my Coursework, and finished my theory booklet no.2 AND NOW MY HEAD'S SPINNING AROUND!! im overdosed with music notes!!!!!

hola!

firstly, Happy Birthday To My Best Friend, Beatrice Clara!!!

we've known each othr since we're babies! my mum told me that when Beatrice was born, i came to her house and visited her =D and i was like 3 months old.

we ALWAYS visit each other, when we were like 1 or 2 yrs old coz our house was just like 3 blocks away from each other. that time it was still the Semi-Detached house. but then, beatrice moved to Kuching. and then she moved back to Miri when we're 10 yrs old. and since then we've always been the best of friends!!!

we used to spy at the trainee teachers in school. coz we apparently had a crush on them. i know right, so sick.

oh oh beatrice is like reporter. =D hahahaha shes the one who updates me abt everything in Miri. and if we go hang out in Parkson, she's the one on the look out. haha like if i dnt wanna pass certain ppl, she would like tell me to go the alternate way and stuff. awesomenesss.

secondly, Congratulations to Magdeline!!!! Shes an Aunty!!!!

Magdeline's older sister gave birth to a baby boy today too!! Omg beatrice u have the same bday as mit's nephew!!!

cooolnesss... and tomoro, its Samuel's bday! whoaa.

im waiting for My Girl, (korean drama) to load on www.mysoju.com apparently, my internet is very "considerate", it keeps disconnecting. Hence, the video takes ages buffering. sigh.

Dont u just miss the good old days??

I do!!

I miss those birthday parties where all my friends come, and we would get party packs right after i blow my cake.

I remember, those times, when the mums would warn their kids to not blow the birthday cake, only the birthday girl/boy can blow it.

Mum: DONT BLOW THE CANDLES OK. JUST STAND STILL AND SING.
Child: *looks at the cake, leans on the table, singing enthusiastically*

Awww!!

I miss those times!!! And! When its my birthday, my parents would invite all their friends.. and yea, they bring along their children. N YUP. thats how our friendship began.

Bawen,Lannnie,Samuel and Magdeline.

ok, well.. Magdeline and i has always been close eversince... Samuel and her are brothers and sisters. so yea every time when its my bday or theirs, we always invite each other. Samuel and i only like knew each other well after the new zealand trip we went together. and of course, during this summer, we got soo close like brothers and sisters!!!

Lannie and Bawen are brothers. so yea, hahaha they used to be so super naughty. and samuel was too. hahaha well i never actually talked to lannie and bawen, until like this summer? altho we chat online. but we never actually talked like talked. its because the two brothers moved to Holland when i was like 8 or smt? i dnt know, i forgot. lannie, THAT REMINDS ME. the pic of me and betty being flower girls and u being betty's partner! bawen, my partner. LOL

wanna see the pic??


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QUESTION.

WHAT IS SO GREAT ABOUT HER?

dnt get me wrong, im not jealous of her going with my crush or anything coz shes got nth to do with my crush. and btw, i dnt have a crush.

yea but everyone keeps talking abt her, i dnt get it. WHATS SO GREAT ABOUT HER?

i went to church today. and guess what. Millie sang like a solo hymn thingy. soo cool.

ate at thai restaurant. ish, was the waiter flirting with me? HE IS SO HIDEOUS. i was like "can i have a glass with ice?" then hes like " NO, WHO SAID CAN?"

then like a few minutes, he came, and he gave esther her food, and came with the glass full of ice. then hes like IM NOT GIVING U UR GLASS. i gave him the "wtf look" seriously.. gatal nyer.

i so dont want him to serve me anymo. YUCK. pedophile alert.

im gonna compose my music in a bit. its for my music coursework. then, i gotta do some research about Indonesian music, since we're learning it for music this term. thank god Suling is the same meaning in malaysia.

adios ppl

HAPPY 50TH INDEPENDANCE DAY, MALAYSIA!!!!

i swear, i dnt know much about Malaysian History. everything i learned in my form 1 history has all been forgotten.

but i know that the First Prime Minister of Malaysia is the one Malaysian should be grateful for. without him, we will still be colonised by the British government. sadly, i dont know his name. the current Prime Minister of Malaysia is the 5th Prime Minister. soo i shud be able to remember the first. sigh ill research later.

ok i feel like blogging. since no one's chatting to me at the moment.

i woke up earlier than usual. 10:11 am.. ( yeah not so early tho)

as soon as i woke up, went to the kitchen, took the bread and my Philadelphia Stawberry Cheese Spread!!! omg that cheese spread is delicious! u should try the Philadelphia Cheesecake Spread.

ate two slices of bread. then i ate kolok mee. my mum made it for their bfast. and there was some left over and i ate like a few coz i was soo full.

then my mum told me that she wants to go to Aspire, in Sports City. she wanted to sign up for aerobics. Sports City is like... just opposite my house. u just have to go thru another traffic light and voila! ure there! =D omggg we were like sorta clueless on where we were going. coz that place is so huge! and and! they have Latino Combo Dance Class for girls!! i feel like joiining. but my schedule's too busy.

finally, we arrived in the Aspire Dome, where u know national teams practice their own sport. and thats where the gym is. took the form and off we go..then we went to Hyatt pLaza. i bought nothing. coz my mum was buying groceries.

came back, i cleaned my room. see im independent. u knwo why i wanna clean it? coz if my mum cleans it, and she'll go like... do spot checks. u know like.. if she sees my belt in the drawer, she'll go like.. why is this hear? its supposed to be hanging in ur closet! or like... my hairdryer. i always leave it on the table, and if she sees that its not on the hook, she'll ask me to do it. and like if see my rubbish bin, she'll ask me to clean it up and get a new plastic bag. grrr.

so i might as well clean my own room. and! i do my own laundry =D i wash my clothes every 4 days. lol. collect loads of clothes in the laundry basket then go downstairs put in the washing machine, then in the dryer. then mum folds the clothes, then i put it in MY OWN CLOSET. i dnt want her to put my clothes in my closet, coz otherwise she'll comment it for being messy. so what! i cant help being messy, im too lazy. i just pull whatever shirt i wanna wear, i dnt lift em up if the shirt is like wayyy beloww. all i do is pull it =D dont worry, my room is neat. i must always keep it neat to avoid future lecture.

last night, i watched 200 pounds of beauty. really nice story. bawen's in love with the leading actress. shes ok loooking la, but her acting not so gd. still its a nice story. love the storyline.

u know, i cant wait to go to sch. im soo bored at home and all i do is eat. so unhealthy.

Lannie likes to read my blog! =D

omg!!!!!! i drank a GLASS of milk!!!!!!! for the first time without closing my eyes and holding my nose.

i HATE the taste of milk.

however, the Almarai milk tastes good!! unfortunately, Full Cream milk was the one i started with. not good.

my parents were comparing my height with my sis's height. shes gonan be taller than me soon!! now we're at the same height! im 15 and shes 12?!

im gonna make it a habit. i have to finish a bottle of Milk in 3 days. i think its less than 1 litre. HOPEFULLY, ill grow taller by next year. PLS.

i sound so desperate. but really!! i wanna be tall!!!! dnt wanna be short and FAT.

anyway, i was looking at my summer pictures. lol there was this pic, where lannie,mag,samuel,me,bawen and zach.

we were like " come lets pose like we're mighty! like a hero pose!"

and omg it turned out to be like.. this Bar Band. u know like those guys and 2 girls who sings for the hotel pub??? those pub singers i call it. hahaha i swear!!!! it was soo funnyy! i laughed myself.

i dnt wanna post the pic here. its embarassing enough to have samuel post it up in Friendster. thank god he aint got much contacts in it. otherwise... (6) im gonna make a scene!

my sch needs to have Spanish courses.im hoping they have a spanish teacher coming up to do spanish class!! i dont mind taking that for GCSE!!! ill change it straight away. AM I ALLOWED? hahahaha. no seriously. its coool!

lannie and samuel are taking Spanish. dammit. so mit, no more secret language for us eh? we gotta learn korean next. thats gonna be our next secret language. hahahaha

i miss them all. did u know, i keep sending Lannie and Magdeline testimonials in friendster? abt random stuff. i miss them alot!!! i dont do it to bawen, coz we chat EVERYDAY almost EVERY HOUR coz his sch starts this saturday. and plus bawen calls me a papua new guinean in friendster. :( OMG he made a racist remark towards me! I SHALL TELL HIM. he called me RACHIS coz he said i was being racist!!! watch out.

and now, lannie reads my blog!!!!! =D he is soo coool. he vowed to me and mag that hes not gonna act like a kid anymore. and we can get mad at him all we want! (h) RIGHT LANNIE? =)

ppl must think im in love with u or smt. LANNIE HERE LANNIE THERE. hahahahahaha i bet ure reading it NOW.

go this off Jason's blog. check it out http://roxxor2388.blogspot.com

1. Your ex and you
are good friends.

2. I am listening to
Sean Kingston - Your Sister

3. Maybe I should
wake up, and GET REAL.

4. I love
it when he smiles.

5. Chocolate is
a pain in the throat.

6. I dont understand
why good things come to an end so quickly.

7. I have lost my respect for
Joel Madden. *heart broken*

8. I last ate
french fries. omg thats an alliteration! din realise that!

9. The meaning of my display name is
btw, i dnt get this ques. lol *blush*

10. God
is good ALL the TIME.

11. Girlfriend
correction. girl-friends are my gossip partners! my main advisor when it comes to boys and FASHION! i love u guys to bits

12. I will always remember
everything i did during the summer of 2007. everything.

13. Love is
like the wind, u cant see it but u can feel it

14. I never ever want to
fail in my upcoming GCSEs

.15. My Friendster
is weird. thats what i made a new one.

16. Tomorrow
i willl drag mum to the tailor to reduce the length of my school pants.

17. I get annoyed
when someone thinks their cute and makes cute faces in front of everyone.

18. Parties
are coool! especially during the summer. i love 'em!

20. Simple kisses
hehehe. theyre alright.

21. Today I
talked to lannie on voice chat for almost 8 hours.

22. I wish
i could take all those words back. i guess i was so desperate to be left alone.

23. Is your hair wet?
na ah

.24. Is your cell phone right by you?
*nods*

25. Do you miss someone?
YESSSSSSS YES YES YES!

26. Are you tired?
yes, im tired of all this shit ive been going thru

27. Are you mad?
sort of. mad at myself. dissapointed. frustrated. u name it.

28. Recently done anything you regret?
yes.

29. Ever stuck gum under a desk
never. gum isnt allowed in any of the sch i attended.

30. Ever kicked someone?
yeap!!!

RANDOM-Q:
Is there a person who is on your mind right now?
YES.
Q: Do you have any siblings? Yeapppp i do
Q: Do you want children?Dont think so
.Q: Do you smile often? I suppose so. =)
Q: Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?I take em off. cant be bothered to bend and untie. too much hassle lol.
Q: Do you like your handwriting?i havent been writing since 28th of june 2007
Q: Are your toenails painted??nope.
Q: Are you a friendly person?yup
Q: What color shirt are you wearing?green tshirt
Q: What were you doing at 2pm yesterday?helping mum doing satay!
Q: I cant wait to/for:school!

If ure bored, u can just copy this. i dnt mind! =D so Tag Ya'll!

im a mess! i just cant believe how boring it can get here. what have i been doing the whole day?
talking to lannie over MSN --> voice chat!

hes bored, im bored. = WE'RE BOTH BORED.
we kept talking and talking.
lol. tlak about his problem, i talk about mine. we try to help each other. unfortunately, our problems are quite similar. EXCEPT MINE'S WORSE. way worse.i dnt mean to sound like an emo, but id rather DIE than having to face this fckin problems, which actually was all my fault.

i hate having this CRUSH CRISIS. stupid stupid stupid.

btw, i screwed up - ONCE AGAIN.

it was hard for me to tell, but i just had to. i swear, im gonna go crazy thinking of that again.

i shudnt have done that. i really shudnt have done that. i was this close < >! yeah and then i messed it up.

is it selfish to tell someone that he/she needs to get on with his/her life, because its impossible for a LDRelationship?? is it selfish for the person to tell him/her to move on because he/she doesnt wana be a burden?

TELL ME IS IT SELFISH?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

should i take back my words over EVERYTHING i said to him?! i feel sooooo much like a fuckin goddamn loser. someone help me.

SCHOOL. I NEED U. PRONTO. hah. now i sound more like a loser. i need a LIFE. now!

im in the mood for blogging!

everytime i hear the song Bartender by T Pain, it makes me wanna dance. like.. i start tapping my feet. not tape. but tap. lol. just incase. coz i found difficulty spelling tapping. HAHA

listening to Bartender reminded me of my last day in Miri. dont ask. it was fun stuff which i cant be bothered to tell. if u wanna know, u can ask (A)

i went to the gym justnow. and omg.finally i met the guy i saw since 2 days ago...he passes my house after 7pm. in gym outfit.

and yesterday, i went to the gym tooo.. and this man aged about 45 or smt.. was like..... running at the treadmill for 1 hour non stop. his speed was over 15, and he burnt 800 calories in an hour! how amazing is that?!

ok. im not in blogging mood anymore.

magdeline if ure reading my blog, LETS GO TO GREECE!

tomorrow is Wednesday.

what am i going to do?

normal routine : wake up. lunch.chat.homeworks.korean dramas.gym.

that is soo boring.

just posting this atm. im just so sleepy.

Aja Aja Fighting!

this is way past my bed time.

I CANNOT SLEEP!

its just, too much on my mind. LIKE LOADS.

my thoughts:

hows it gonna be in 5 years time? - trust me, i think alot about the future
am i gonna be alive then? - wtf right but i question abt my life
what abt them?am i gonna meet them? - whos them? my friends la
am i gonna wait forever? - wait for what/who? lol. him.
whos he gonna be with?
hows it like to be with him?
what am i gonna do when i meet him?




WHY IS IT THAT ALL MY QUESTIONS ARE ABOUT HIM?! OMG AM I TURNIN FREAKISHLY EMO ABOUT THIS??????????? RACHEL REALITY CHECK. FCKING WAKE UP! HELLO?! URE NOT IN MIRI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO ITS IMPOSSIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I GUESS I MISS THAT PLACE ALOT. IM TURNING PSYCHO.

WHAT AM I GOING TO DO WITH THIS?! SCHOOOOOL! I NEED TO BE BUSY. AND I KNOW IM GONNA DIE WAKING UP FCKIN EARLY TO SCH. SUCH BIG SACRIFICES. GAWSH. SCREW ALL THIS.

hes like, the ONE.

well, if I know what "the ONE" means. i probably dont.

but yea he is.

sounds stupid eh? what to do.

so if he comes, is he the one?

LOL

recently, i was "suffering" from this dry skin thingy. well like my eyelids were like soo dry, so dry that you could see the dry skin peelin off.

i was like.. "What?! Im gonna go to school in 2 weeks time and im having this dry skin arnd my eyelids? No way!"

i tried everything. i washed my face frequently, so that my face's moist all the time. (ok right, whatever), i applied Hazeline Moisturizing Cream. that helped, but still i could see the dry skin peeling off.

and then i realised, Marisa, my sister, keeps Vaseline with her at all times! coz whenever she has allergy reaction, she takes out her Vaseline and applies it. she dosnt like using those complicated creams the doctors give her, or the ones my parents buy from the pharmarcy.

well, i asked her lastnight,

Me: Look at my eyelids, theyre so dry.. what shud i put? Can i borrow your creamm?
Marisa: rachel rachel, u can use this! *hands out the Vaseline*
Me: OK THANKS MARISA

omg. no more dry skin today! I LOVE VASELINE!!!! and like reallllyyy its normal now!!!! omg.. why is my post about Vaseline.

anyways,Vaseline rules. no wonder Tyra Banks applies vaseline on her face everytime before she goes to bed. ima follow her. hahaha

Rihanna -Push Up On Me.

marvellous song!!

i bet Magdeline's and her crew are in the plane now, for KL. hahaha, shes closer to coming home now!

i was watching the video that Samuel made about our Summer this year. dammnn funny... if u wanna watch it, ask me for the link online.

ive been thinking, after my gcse, which prob will end 2nd week of June or smt? hopefully though.

so if my exams finish early, i wanna board on the plane to Malaysia! early summer for me, while the rest of the family joins me later.

im starting to miss my aunts, grandma, grandpa,cousins, and my uncle.

If ure asking me which part of my summer holiday is the best, its the bit where i get to meet my friends!

worse bit was, that my camera got stolen in Kuching INTERNATIONAL Airport. sigh. something's fishy going on there.

ima go, beatrice's chatting to me.

OMG. I didnt know that a certain post of mine is like on Google!
i never knew it would appear on it since the post's written ages ago

im here to apologise abt what i wrote, and that i was young back then, i misunderstood what i have been told.

im sorry for offending any of u.

i am speechless now, as i am still shocked. sorry.

i never knew shopping would be so tiring. and FRUSTRATING.
i went to One Utama yesterday. its like this huge shopping mall, wayy bigger than KLCC.
and what did i buy?

3 tops from Padini
1 handbag from Girls -for Marisa

i was in One Utama since 2pm. and ALL I GOT WAS 3 TOPS?!

seriously man. thank god neena bought stuffs too. a roxy wallet, a top from Momoe or smt, 3 pairs of socks from Soxworld.

i went to Romp, so i tried this top.. and u know, neena told me that the salesdood was like walking back and forth in front of the fitting room where i was. OMG such a perv and when i opened the door to show neena, he was like standing RIGHT in front of the door. GRRR.

oh oh! we went to Secret Recipe and ate cheesecake. DELICIOUS. anyway, we saw this dude with his girl-friend. i think she has a crush on him or smt, she just keeps smiling everytime he talks. WOW HE HAS GORGEOUS EYES! and wide smile!

funny thing was, he hates cheesecake. he was giving this weird look everytime he takes a bite. me and neena were observing him.. yeah stalkers, we are.

aunty lyn is coming tonight! weeheee.. i shall go shopping with her tomoz. OMG tomoz is my last day in KL! i have to be at the airport by 9. i wonder how much does it cost for overweight luggage. IM SCARED.

Its Ok, Its Alright

im listening to Promiscous. pah. my cousin loves listening to this pop stuff. i do too, but u know, MTV Asia influenced their taste in music. its mostly pop.

i was chatting to my mum over MSN yesterday. she said i gained weight! great, i am supposed to anyway. malaysia has awesome food i dnt mind. and plus, i bought an armnband for my ipod. so i could listen to it while working out.

since i moved to Doha, i dnt think i have to share the gym with over 3000 ppl :) coz the community consists of 3000 ppl u see. now that i live in a gated compound, less ppl are using it. weeeheee..

i got myself a pair of jeans from ROMP! its cute. bought dark denim. i have the light one, and the normal one. so i think for a change, the dark one looks gd.

anyways. my list is coming to an end. I NEED NEW TSHIRTS. i cant wait to go to One Utama. mum wants me to get her Braun Buffel handbag. i hope i can get it from thr. or else shes gonna kill me. not as if she wants any other brand. im not getting her furla coz its in Landmark.

i miss qatar.

Fergie- All That I Got (the Make Up Song)

that song is FABULOUS!

u know what. a cute guy winked at me. DAMN. he was like model-ish looking. my cousin's jaw dropped. not literraly but u know what i mean right. his skin was like..same as mine and his hair is perfectly messy looking. PARADOX! anyway. yea. he was HOT. i was walking in Padini Authentic store, and he was coming out from it. and he winked. heart!

lets just hope it wasnt the dust that made him wink.

Gwen Stefani is coming to KL. dammitt. i wanna go! shes like one of the most popular artist atm besides avril,fergie and nelly furtado. GWEN STEFANI IS COMING! someone, would u like to pay for my airtickets to qatar? like pay for the change of date. PLS PLS. haha

my skin is so dry. especially on my neck and my face. i bought hazeline moisturizer. hopefully thatll work. is Hazeline and Vaseline of the same brand?? coz thats why i bought it. whatever lah.

u know, the first time i came to Miri, i went to my old school. Magdeline was with me. suddenly, zul, a friend of mine asked me smt while we were seating at the school canteen. i forgot what question it was. but suddenly! i answered him with this SPONTANEOUS chinese accent. OMG that was so embarassing. it just suddenly came out! i din mean to do the accent. and when my friend told me to repeat it the same way, i couldnt do it!

even hearing me saying 'la' was awkward. but its been a month since im here, so I CAN SAY 'LA' all i want perfectly. all though sometimes the 'la' wasnt needed at the end of the sentence. im such a weirdo.

In Kuala Lumpur

i just read magdeline's blog..

sigh.. i swear! im sooo bored here in KL. shopping hasnt started. but u see I MISS MIRI.

i left Miri erm.. on the 29th of July. went to kuching. helped my aunt unpack her stuffs. she just moved from KL to her new apartment in kuching.

seriously KUCHING SUCKS. i dnt get it why some ppl are so proud to say that theyre from kuching. IT SUCKS!

anyhow, what did i do in KUCHING? sms-ing Lannie most of the time.
lol! we're both bored to death. hes in Bintangor, where i spent 2 weeks before i came to miri. its a place where my grandparents are staying. small town.
good getaway if ure in desperate need of peace.

sighhh... i miss miri...

LOL. its soo funny coz everytime i call magdeline i ALWAYS ask her what shes doing with the dudes.

damn it Lannie's going back to Miri, the fun shall begin again. aaargggghhh and im stuck in KL.

gawd i feel like crying. is this an emo post? whatever la.

what did i do in Miri?

i practically became my mum's secretary/representative. i paid the bills, collect forms for change of address from the banks. that was one hard work. it took me half a day. thanks to aunty sandra for bringing me arnd.

what did i buy in Miri? pfft. limited money u see, coz i used MY OWN MONEY TO PAY THE BILLS. so i got myself a pair of sandals from Vincci, a new dress, contact lens, then what else? forgot.

sooooooo my mum's paying me back, and i shall spend them in KL. good thing ey?

i miss miri!!!!!! it was sooo fun... late night talks and stuff.. take pictures making fun of poses and stuff. and then like waking everyone up in the morning. IM THE MORNING PERSON in the group. suprisingly, i always wake up at 9. well thats early compared to the rest... sighhhhh

loads of stuff happened lilke LOADS.

THIS SUMMER IS THE BEST SUMMER EVER. i mean like, WHEN CAN I SPEND SUMMER ON MY OWN? i bet my parents are gonna come back next summer coz they keep calling me.

they regret it for not coming back with me. IN YO FACE PPL :D

I LOVE MIRI.

too zaaa crazy ppl i spend my miri trip with :

Lannie, Magdeline,Samuel,Bawen,Zach, Beatrice,Betty,Shaun, Barry

I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im glad i din cry at the airport when they were sending me off to the depature hall. THANK GOD.
i was gonnaaaa!!

hahahahah im glad that hotlink charges me 1cent for an sms to Lannie, Mag,Sam, and Beatrice. hahahahah

im feeling hyper. i think im outta my mind.

One More Day...

loads of things happened yesterday.

went shopping for Shaun and Beatrice M's bday present.

turns out Shaun's bbq is next week =( damn im not here no more

Lannie got me a Soda Exchange top! *smiles*

got my haircut at Alan & Serena. how much did it cost me? RM35! omg..... i expected a 25 ringgit change.

I MEAN LIKE. omg i never knew mum paid that much for my haircut last time(A) i feel so grateful. but what to do.

Serena, the hairstylist told me not to cut my hair for 6 months to make it long since my hair now is in gd shape! she made it balanced and now both ends of my hair curves in following my face shape! =D stupid philipino hairdressers. they thiink they know it all but they suck. basically.

then..... went to a dinner, hosted by Lannie.

loads of things happened. i shall not mention it here. Betty came! =D omgg shes sooo talll!! dammnit!

then i went home with barry and told him to drive me to Desserts.LOL. while the rest of the crew went back to Lannie's hse and had "happy hour" i think it was jamming and dancing? i dnt know..

we took some pictures, but its in magdeline's other cam. she did not bring her usb connector for the camera. -_-"

anyways, ill be leaving miri tomoro at 2:20 pm for Kuching.

NOT KUCHING AGAIN! u know how sucky kuching is!

so far, most ppl said that Miri is by far better city than Kuching and Sibu. WEEHEE!

that i agree, Miri seems to be more.....i dnt know... but i just find it better than crowded kuching and ugly sibu.

i dont want to leave Miri. DAMMMMNNNN IT!

photos may look WEIRD. but, hey we had fun taking those photos =D I LOVE EM.its so funnnyyy hahahahah